The trick to being happy is to let go of everything.
The trick to being happy is to let go of everything.
When trust is broken, it’s really hard to build it up again. People keep saying, you gotta have trust. Trust and expectations are the bane of my existence. I trust too easily. Then I get my heart broken again and again.
Stupidly I stand up and take more beatings.
How long can I hold on to something. I think I am less resilient than I thought.
I need to crawl out of this dark hole before I lose myself and what I thought I was. How can one change so much in a span of months?
It’s very easy for me to get cold.
Try to cope with many things. Every day is a new challenge.
Distractions are nice but how long do they last? I don’t have much hope in the future.
The weirdest part is that nothing much has changed.
Permanence is overrated.
And so, I’m back after hiding for so long.
I might very well be what you said I was.
Doing work till 5am (and still ongoing) is a new low.
Can’t believe I had an intellectual argument with S. about how grammar is not as important when grading Literature essays. Must be the insidious effect of the tutor-who-must-not-be-named.
I should not try to make excuses for my own incapabilities.
